i was at some kind of pre-Christmas dinner party with my boyfirend and his family. we were sitting at the round table with white cloth and some flowers in a vase. i don't remember any plates or cutlery though. what i do remember is my boyfirend taking my hand, kneeling down and asking me if i'd marry him.
i was shocked, scared and happy at once. but i felt it's not the time. that i'm not ready.
then everyone at the table was smiling and staring at me. say something, i heard.
i looked in his eyes and said yes, even though i wasn't sure that's what i wanted. i felt terrible pressure and gave up. i do it often in real life but i'm not very proud of it...
then i woke up and started to laugh. from relief, i suppose. it did not happen for real.
i told my boyfirend about it and he laughed as well, but who knows what thoughts crossed his mind?
